Sick!!

Well, I meant ‘Sick’ here in two different ways. It depends on how I say it, right?

Definition 1:

I am literally sick… well to be exact, I’ve been sick after I got engaged. What?? Engaged? Yeah *smile* I am now engaged to a lovely sweet guy *wink* Alhamdulillah…

Okay, I am not here to talk about my engagement day. It was over and yeah I don’t want to talk about it because that will be off the topic. Where was I again? Oh yeah. Sick! Yes, I have been sick (again I repeat) and it’s getting worse I guess. At first I was feverish and got the flu and then now I am suffering from dry cough.. (noticed there I’m using the word ‘suffer’?) and Allah knows I have tried various remedies to cure the cough. I hate getting the flu and I hate cough.. (I know I shouldn’t say ‘hate’ here, I mean this is nothing compared to terminal diseases, am I right?)

Astagfirullah… I am complaining I know… Count your blessings HBP… Being sick is kaffarah.. kaffarah HBP. Do remember that… so be patient and be thankful for Allah loves you dear…

Yes I am comforting myself…

Yesterday I was so sick that when I got home, I went to bed before 7 and only woke up before 5 in the morning. I didn’t even have dinner, though I asked my sister to buy some satay. So that shows how sick I was yesterday.

Definition 2:

This kind of  ‘sick’ is different. I am totally sick of individuals who have ill thoughts on me when I do not have such thing on them. Why make something that’s happening in my life a big issue when I don’t even give a damn about a thing in their lives? I do not criticise them nor judge them but noooooo… they don’t just leave me alone.

O Allah… give me abundance of patience and make me strong to ignore all these hypocrites, backstabbers and gossipers.

Okay, I think I’m gonna sleep on it tonight… again!

Advertisement